I bring home an F, they yell and scream, I bring home an A, they don't even care! Everyone calls me perfect, I'm sick of it. These false emotions that are set on my face, all I want to do is scream! What are they expecting of me?! I've been in Battle of the books, Science Olympiad, key club. It’s never enough. Sometimes it feels like my mother doesn't even care, it’s not like she ever comes to my events. She always has something ’better’ to do. She doesn't even come to my awards ceremonies, I look out into the crowds, everyone else’s parents are there. But not my mom.
I stress myself out sometimes, I have to do this and that. I just want to be a normal child for one day. I have no time for the things I like to do, its always school and homework. And to make it worse, no one wants to talk to the ’smart’ girl, but everyone wants the ’smart’ girl on their team, it makes me sick how they take advantage of people like me.
And don't get me started about my ‘perfect’ life. Perfect life my ass! They don’t know what I've been through, they don't know what I feel. The trust is, my life sucks!